Life Lately: Finally Freed Myself

Hello there! It’s me again! ๐Ÿ™‚ So I’ve broken the promise I made to myself of keeping my blog active for the whole year, but as it is, the last entry I made was last October. Sorry, self. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

Aaanyways… life for me has been somewhat craaay. I’ve recently graduated from the TESDA NC II Caregiver course I took. Well, not recently, last October. Hahaha!

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Since then, I’ve been pretty busy juggling my regular job and doing the required OJT or training for the course. We’re required to train at four different institutions. I’m done with two so I still have two more to go.

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And on another note, I had my birthday on the 5th of this month so yaaaaaay!!! I’m officially 29 and just less than a year before I turn 30. Not so thrilled about that part though! ๐Ÿ˜€ I spent the whole day that day in an orphanage, which I think was probably one of the best ways I spent my birthday. And of course, as expected of me, I spent the night drinking away. Sadly, I don’t have decent enough photos on that night except for this bowl of peanuts. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

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Last and most important update of all, I finally did what I’ve long wanted to do: confront the past and talk to the one person who haunts me. The thought process and events leading to it has been kind of insane and involved a couple meltdowns from yours truly, finally I took everything as a sign from the universe to just do it.

It wasn’t easy. You know that feeling of being so nervous you can feel your heart beating? It was more than that. I could feel my heart beat, my hands shake, and it felt like I was about to faint. And I had to stare at a note I wrote before I just closed my eyes and did it.

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Two things I realized on this experience. One is that God answers prayers but not without a huge leap of faith from you. Imagine, I’ve asked this for a long, long time and when the opportunity came, I seriously thought of letting the chance go just because I was too scared. Two is that sometimes the most terrifying experience can turn out to be the most liberating one.

It’s nice to be free. ๐Ÿ™‚

Well… That’s it for now! Until next time! Bye!!! ๐Ÿ˜€

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